I cannot keep myself from tearing too long,
I'm longing for your presence all along,
Take me where I can be with you,
Moments we spent are always blissful.
Don't tell me that you are confused,
My heart is broken I'm willing to tell you,
Tell me that you are the one for me,
The stars are countless if you see.
You are my vampire,
And I'm your vampiress,
Together we are immmortal,
To seek refuge in the underworld.
My heart shattered to pieces,
When I see you share kisses,
Stop lying to me,
I'm dying here you see.
My heart is broken swim with me,
Feel my pain and you will see,
That when darkness comes,
Take me where you be.
Hello people. I've got no mood to update. I'm pissed, angry and sad. I don't know what has come over me. It seem as though you were just right beside e and now you are gone. I dunno where to turn to 'cause I've got no where to hide. I'm so pissed. I'm so down. I wanted to meet my happy people but I rather stat at home and take care of mom. Since mom's pregnant, I've been at home taking care of her. She look weak. Yet, she still cook for the whole family. I'm blessed. In fact, very blessed to have a happy family. Even though there's always rough edges. Yeah. I dunno why I'm talking about my family, I guess when I'm really down I turn to my mom. She knows how to comfort me. She's always been my listening ear. When I talk about boys, she listen. When I talk about school, she listens. Every problem that I face I can tell my mom about it. And her favourite answer is "Biarlah, hidop die bukan hidop kau". It's true but sometimes my loved one don't even know that they have plunge a cursed knife in my brightly now shadowed heart. Haiy. I dunno where this is taking me. Hopefully things will turn out fine in the future. I'm working tmrw. From 8am-12pm. As usual. Maybe work can keep me off my problems? Hope so. Now I wanna bring my rabbit out for a walk at the park that sits on top of the so called "mountain". I'm too sad. Haiy. Too sad. When I'm typing this, my tears are falling down so fast. Imagine that? Haha. Okay then. If I have the mood I'll blog tmrw.
P/S: Don't call me or text me. I don't wanna hear anything about you anymore. On my special day, you should be wishing and celebrating with me. But you did smtg that urgh. I hate you so much. Why must I face this shit again. )":
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