I didnt know that because of me things went this way.

Im sorry if I found out about your past boyfriend.

I didn't know you would scold her that badly. :"

Things are going thru my mind ryte now. Like yesterday.

Boyfriend ask me ' Did I ever ask about yr past? '

That question keep circling in my mind.

I know you didnt ask. Im the 1 who tell.

Please boyfriend. Please dont say your useless.

Please dont ever say that please.

Aniz Im really2 sorry aniz. I dint know things would end up this way.

Im sorry . Velly velly sorry. Everything is upside down.

Because of me. You two fight again. I feel very bad for that. Really.

Its like Im in no mood for anything ryte now. Things are going haywire.

Family probs are turning me off. Haiy. I dowanna go germany with uncle.

I wanna stay here in s'pore where I have a sweet life already. Haiys.

FML. FTW. Fuck it man. Fuck it. _|_

I guess I have to put on a smile when I go to work.

I dowanna scold anyone unnecessarily. -__________-"

Haiys. Till here. Im done with everything. Minds blank.

Im speechless. Everythings happening so fast. So very fast .

"You might love me now. You might hate me later."

"I might scold you badly one day."

"I might fight with you badly one day."

Dearest boyfriend. I'll try my very best to avoid that day.

I dowan that day to come. Really. Haiys.

Sorry boyfriend and especially to aniz.

Big apologise.