Pics are memories XD
Pics are the only thing i feel like uploading now.
I've got loads to type but sooo velly lazy. Haiyak.
Still waiting or smtg to happen. Haish. I its not happening then...
Idk. I guess I have to go through with it.
Worrying is what I hate. And now. Im fucked up worried.
Worried abt wats gonna happen to me in the future?
You may not know what Im talking abt..but I tell you. Im suffering.
In deep stress and more. Haiys. Wish I can turn back time.
And nvr did wat I was suppose NOT TO DO. Haiyak.
But its too late for that now. Just wait and see abt the results.
-..- I'll be keeping myself at home for these past few days.
I duwanna go out. Except for jogging w abg fay later.
But in terms of gg out and have fun? I rather stay at home for now.
Im scared that much more worst things will happen. Haiyayayaya.
Bby say I worry too much. But bby you dunno wat burden Im gg thru.
Haiyayayyayaya. Im just blogging and tumblr-ing wat I feel like ryte now.
I feel like crying, screaming and killing myself. G O S H.
In a state of depressionn I guess? But I cant do anything else but to worry !
Even though I smile and laugh, deep inside Im worried my fucking ass off !!!
I wish there's smtg that can guarantee me not to worry. But there isnt !
G O D ! Forgive me or my wrong doings... I dowan any of this anymore! I dowan !
I just wanna lead a normal ME before this happens !!!!
Haiys. Tmrw's the last day... after tmrw.
Im gg for a visit to the doc.
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