♥ myra ♥

Heylo. Sorry for missing again. Internet's been a fuck! Really. Life has been on the rocky side. I hate it alot. It hurts a lot too. But I know that things happen for a reason. But that sucks. I've been trying to put on my bestest smile. Even though, inside me I'm hurt a lot. I'm trying to fake myself. And it indeed turns out GREAT. None of my friends knew what has happen to me. I wouldn't wanna tell them anyways. Okay skip. My internet sot. Sometimes can go in, sometimes cannot. FUCK! So I'm using most of my precious time here to blog. Tagboard also dead. Haha. But nehh who cares. Correct?! Gahh. I've been seeing duplicate faces of him in campus. FUCK. It really hurts a lot you know. When I found out the truth. But well you said sorry for hurting my feelings. If only you were in my shoes. Yeah I know I cannot be thinking of myself only. I'm trying to understand you too. :"(( But I can't help it but I really want to avoid you. Part of me wants to see you so bad the other half doesn't. I should have known this was coming ryte? And yes I do realise I have a bf. Don't need you to remind me of that. Haiyy. We can still be friends ryte? I'm trying my best to understand yr decision. Same goes to you too. Whatever it is. We'll always K.I.T Okay so today, campus. Same old same old. After that, yatie saw me. Then we both when to clinic. Blah2. Kite story2. Yeah. We know how we feel ryte? And at mac, tercokek lahh. He turn then she turn back lahh. Haha. Shared laughters. Well I guess I'm good at hiding my feelings. Wanna know why? Cause ! Azim is not the first person to tell me that I'm a relaxed person. Haha ouh azim! If only you knew what hell I'm gg thru. But I know. Someday, things are going to turn out alright. And I'm gonna just fake it. "till u realise it. If not .. then I guess. IT'S TIME FOR ME TO WAKE UP. AND REALISE THAT THIS IS REALITY. GOODBYE. SEE YOU SOON IF MY INTERNET WORKS WELL. BYEBYE MOFO'S

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